merdeka

operation?? yea, just got myself injured by playing sports on sunday.. guess what, it is not even cause by football or basketball or rugby.. it hit by Frisbee, my goodness, who will ever think that little flying pan will shed blood ><

it also was my first time played frisbee in ABC field.. that was a windy, rainy day.. Before i managed to catch the frisbee, a gal jumped and hit it down as to prevent me from reaching.. it all went down directly to my eye brow and even the people standing far at the scoring line also heard the hitting sound..

at first i feel nothing and continue to run back defense.. as i wipe my head, i touched something that isn't familiar, gosh it is blood, flowed continuously like water pipe.. i laid down on the field right away.. theres one ktar gal helped me to clean all the blood and kai ning pressed the wound.. one way said kai ning barely opened her eye and almost broke into tears that moment.. wow~ my cg leader^^

thanks jerome also, he and his friends, one way and the other guy from chinese methodist insist to take me see doctor.. all the way to kampar hospital up on the hill.. they brought me to Havana seafood for dinner after operation.. the food there really beyond my expectation, a small insignificant warung can make something nice~ yums!!

the medicine is much more than i have for fever.. the paper is for the removal of strings next mon *ouch~

morning

ahh~ wonderful morning not to be awake.. In the end, i force myself to run.. This is the 2nd time i go jogging within a week *great sense of accomplish~ The timetable for this sem quite stuck so i rarely have time to jog around.. 3 days class end at 8pm and 1 day until 6pm.. it's a record breaking week for me as i woke up at 5++ to 6++ in the morning to jog, pray and camp revo..

the garden is indeed a nice place to have quite time with God.. Meditate on His words, reflect on pass few days and pray of course.. today is about look to Christ.. it remind me that though  i may be busy with all those church activities, but thats a tendency to have distance with God.. What i do is not for my own purpose or to please ppl around.. It is for Him, about the heart to serve..

everything seem so different after the problem was solved.. i can't feel that kinda interaction back.. we used to be full of anticipation to see each other, laugh, tease like very close best friend.. now not any more, i don't know what's the reason behind this, i din't even say the person is you.. It's like back to ordinary again, changes so fast that i can hardly to accept it.. at least it is better than a broken friendship, just hope that we can keep it touch~ we are still brother and sister in Christ after all..

Kelvin also noticed that i was dealing with some problems.. yea, you're a good observer~ He told me to take everyone neutral, thats mean treat them the same and don't classified.. then things only will not be complicated.. perhaps, sometimes i will tend to favor with someone or stay away from somebody coz they don't have what i want in a friendship.. forgive me for being judgmental, everyone is the creation of God and equal in His eye.. I have no point to categorize them as God love me without any condition.. Love never fails, it goes beyond time, love is suffering, love is eternal..   

14th birthday

gosh, perhaps this was the most surprise birthday celebration.. i was on my way back driving back to Ipoh afternoon.. Before passed by Jeram, i received a message from shirley saying have lunch together.. at first i was very reluctant to drive back, but due to my empty stomach since yesternight, i turned back.. I expect nothing as people normally won't celebrate in da middle of afternoon..

i drove in westlake and saw red Myvi MBJ, maybe it was coincidence gua.. din't bother much and picked shirley and felicia to tesco's KFC.. we bought and sat down somewhere.. I din't realize my back is facing to entrance until a bunch of people singing birthday song closer and closer to me.. my goodness, its CF gang they all..

after all, is the Dave who started war cream.. It was so mess that even the manager came to warn us.. hahaha, poor kelvin became my victim.. i thought of revenging to Dave but my hand went off to kelvin purposely, sorry my bro.. *peace agreement~

these were the 'cakes' shirley used to kon me before real ambush.. She said i showed some kinda disappointing face.. Gotcha~
 

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you guys made my day :D

ice-cream cake from SACC youth..  yums~ 

back to home.. pizza, grilled chicken and mum's home-made cheese cake

picture with my siblings.. hungry monkeys!

In total, i ate 4 cakes on the same day, wow~ 1 was kon-ing cup cake so i had made 3 wishes.. CF cake, of course wish to see CF members grow together and win Utar for Christ.. SACC cake, grow in the number of people to serve in church and CG in Kampar.. At last my family, salvation come to each and every of my family member..

Hillsong rocks!! *cont~

oh yea, a picture describes a thousand words.. gonna show the photo we taken at day 1 :D *credit to kelvin for his babe cam and shirley as photographer~

Yay! morning kick start with Ipoh White Coffee~

Inside the ballroom before seminar~ the lighting was so cOOl

pastor Josh, awesome speaker of my youth workshop.. stop drop and roll~

after seminar, so highly anticipate for tonight concert^^

Ipoh good good food again, Big Trunk Foot for lunch @@

wristband from shirley, felicia and me.. nice right? we gonna wear it for 1 month XD

arguable photo of the day, thats why i put it bigger.. 

Ester singing, she is real good at it!

Taylor leading, he is super hyper active.. nickname: hurricane..  

pretty tired and high after concert

eclipse sweet, save my voice for another night.. 

unite+ conquer wristband..  

meet up with bro ray and pastor nicky..

semi-final, 1 more to go!

i personally like this <3

warming down after concert with Feli

alright, let's fight for Christ!!

got in time to take pic with Hillsong worship team.. brilliant!!

kampar ppl fave destination, McD.. tried GCB, below my average though

sleepy face, thank God we had safe journey back to kampar..

It was a whole new experience for me as i 1st time went to Hillsong concert.. learned a lots of things in between and make friends also.. We are thankful to have Hillsong came to Ipoh, it was a history making..

friday the 13th

Don't be afraid by the title.. haha, today nothing went wrong though.. God bless^^ Once i hopped in the car, the feeling was so weird.. Maybe these 2 days were so fun and enjoyed till my car packed with lovely bro and sis.. suddenly felt emo for a moment XD btw, today was the last day i drove to campus, gonna returned it by tomorrow.. Thanks for answered my prayer and protection from You Lord although i drove quite reckless..

Came to a time when the guard doesn't let me drive in even though it seems like raining soon~ so had to pay and park my car outside the muddy road.. while paying and chatting with those 2 collectors, i saw a car behind.. oh yea, yesterday Pastor Lee Burns talked about giving blessing to others by paying for cars behind.. I took out 1 ringgit and gave it to the collector.. he kinda shocked at first but understand my motive in the end.. They thought i wanna 'kao' the ah moi  "ei, tak payah tunggu dia ke". " Ku tak kenal lah", haha i replied adding "God bless you!" too bad i forgot 'bless' in BM, so i pointed up sky said "Tuhan" ><

YaY! its another blessed day, i finally joined bible study for tonight.. Aunt Dolly knew my birdday on tomorrow so ajak me for dinner with her family..

too hungry.. only remember to take almost finish >_<"

Its great to back b.s again after missing so many friday coz of tests *excuse btw~ haha, glad to meet them also..
A second is equally important: 'Love your neighbour as yourself.' Matthew 22:39

Hillsong rocks!!

The day has come finally.. Its hillsong concert, Unite+Conquer.. first time they performed in Ipoh or like what they pronounce as "ipuh" haha funny.. God really make things happen and tonight we are going again, woohoo~~ Bravo!!

i was not sure whether i was hungry or hot or excited, i just hardly slept last night.. By the time i woke up, around 530am, i felt nothing tired at all then as usual i called a numerous times to shirley only she managed to wake up *become in-phenomenal ady~ Thanks God for the car also, which allow me to drive 1 week in kampar.. The seminar started at 8am but we went to 新源隆 to have some drink.. can't believe felicia and shirley never heard Ipoh white coffee before.. No worry, they enjoyed it a lot^^

It were so crowded at the first moment when we reached Syuen Hotel.. even seminar the seats ady filled up almost the whole ballroom.. It gave us the motivation to come earlier by evening, YAY! The environment, lighting effect, sound system all so nice and don't realize its actually free admission at all haha.. Another motivation to come earlier for the front seats XD i don't have those photo with me right now, im sure you will be amaze by it..

my seminar was youth leadership leads by Pastor Josh.. He was interesting in the way he speaks and preach also.. To be a leader, the main 3 points to be done is stop, drop, roll.. stop what we are rushing with, drop the things we holding back and for sure, start rolling to follow Lord Christ Jesus.. Next, is about becoming a fruitful leader.. Remained in Him, become culture creator, hold on to your joy, stay focus to what is important and refuse to give up.. Wanna thank God that my church don't face youth leader have conflict with elder.. I should take this chance to grow the CG more..

awesome.. we stopped by the goodies counter after seminar.. they are selling a lot of stuffs mainly Hillsong CDs.. i din't bought a single thing though but got a beautiful bracelet..

This is the only pic i have right now.. more will be upload soon..

guess is from who??   of course lioness shirley, i like that bracelet pretty much.. before headed to makan, i faced a big problem.. due to my exceptional pro driving skill, i stucked at the lane when doing a turning.. i never thought the lane so small until shirley shouted 'stop'.. its too late, i finally let shirley drove after a few attempts.. i was praying and worry at the same time coz i get scolded for scratching the car in the same way i parked inside my house.. i was so afraid that only 1cm separated the wall of my door.. thanks God that shirley managed to reverse without any damage.. you are indeed pro, shirley!

the most awaiting event at last started at night, i got a quite front seat.. Everyone get so excited and high-up.. The lighting, music, vocal seems so wonderful and every worshiper filled with energy to jump around, sing praises to the Highest honour.. i recognised most of their songs like Hosanna, from the inside out, one way, break free and more.. wow~ brilliant..

Thats 1 song really touch my heart till my eyes filled with tears.. i don't know whats the song name though.. it's like " Jesus come at your feet, i lay my burden to you" indescribable, the feeling just strikes into my heart.. tear dropped unconsciously as i sing along the song.. yea, Lord im may not good at expressing my feeling to ppl and i suffer a lot quite sometimes deep in my heart.. though many times i prayed that my past failure may become my motivation, but i still live in the shadow of fear.. im afraid that i can't catch up with ppl who are having christianity topic coz i'm know you truly for 1 year only.. i worry that my fellow Cg mates graduating soon as i still have many things need to learn from them.. i may not a good servant of you, i din't do my very best to bring your light to those pre-believers..
God, a thousand times i failed, Your mercy will still with me.. You will never leave nor forsake me.. every single tear dropped from my eye is precious to You.. i know it quite cruel to live in this wicked world but Your hand outshine the darkness and pull me back to you.. im give thank that You're faithful to me even though i disobey your command just to fill in this world.. all else things will change but your love to me is everlasting.. Thank you father for your love so free

For the last few songs of the night, one way, break free rock down the whole crowd.. ppl jump, shout onto Lord, dance around.. everybody including me so into Your presence that we all requested encore by calling out "we want more!!".. They have no choice but to sing one way 1 last time.. i sweat a lot, my voice broke down at the moment.. tonight we knew that we have to wear thinner abit coz it just so warm when comes to climax.. It was amazingly-awesome-super-duper-great!! tonight gonna be a good good night XD

bicycOOl

what a day.. suppose to be the starting of my wonderful week but it all ruin after i read the mail sent by ptptn..

Dimaklumkan bahawa permohonan anda tidak diluluskan. Sila cetak surat penolakan tawaran untuk makluman dan rujukan tuan/puan.

C'mon, are you kidding me? you expect everyone to get scholarship for study? Btw, i din't really pray about it, so i do have fault also for putting all the blame on them.. Oh yea, the title is bicycle, let's get back to it^^

Today is my very last day for mid-term paper.. As usual, i cycled to campus, along the way to middle TARC gate, i passed by a gal which her back tire looked puncture.. At first, i ignored it coz gonna late for test but in the end, i decided to take a look after a sense of guilt felt on me .. i was right, she taking the same test with me, QT.. The only way i can help her was using my bike.. no choice for her but to stand behind while i cycling all the way to utar..

ugh, kinda tired upon reach block I.. maybe of my light breakfast or lack of sleep to study last min >< all this while im have some kind of names' memory-loss so i hardly recall her name.. what i remember is she studied STPM before.. "how about the poor bicycle?" erm, no idea.. i have another test following that day, 6-7pm *so late~

after 7pm, weird to see such peaceful Utar

mid-term, assignments, presentation all finish :D NeXt, hillsong concert, Jaeson Ma.. Gonna witness the revival takes place.. May glory be unto Your name

Sandwiches

Today the source of love is from kao meng, i'm just help to spread only :D This morning, I saw him carried a box with a mini BMX cycling to campus.. I thought it was just some assignment thingies until evening before i went to swim.. He din't join us coz went for campus revo's prayer meeting..

So, we meet outside and he gave me something out of the box which looks quite familiar.. Ahh, it's the same box he was on the bike using a hand carry while the other on handle *skill needed seriously~ Oh, inside are full with egg sandwiches.. He took a plastic bag and put some, about 16 in it.. He handed me for giving it out to people.. i was shocked by rejecting most of the sandwiches with lame excuses like "its weird to give them in this place as everyone go to swim after changing" "after swimming the sandwiches will fill with smell of the locker" ..

sorry Lord that i don't have enough faith, courage to do it.. At last, kao meng gave me 5 sandwiches.. i decided to give my house mates.. after swimming, i tried to give to 1 person but he refused.. i learned that doing God's work must also be fast and without any hesitation.. Upon reach home, i just knock my mate's door and said " nah, give you, this is made by utar CF" I do the same for the rest, the result turned out to be positive.. 1 of them ate it on the spot.. 2 of my friends even stick in on the door and wall in front of his lappie.. haha, quite satisfied at last..

A note written God love you by Utar CF~

egg sandwich, yums =D

end of group assignment

its been a few weeks we have rushed for MP, FIO, FAF.. though this sem's assignments consider less compare to foundation which has to deal with 6 subs.. i felt sick in between untill now T_T  degree is no playing kid at all, really have to work harder and be more serious, perhaps more mature XD

after all, glad to be part of this group, my 1st group in my degree year.. looking forward to work together again if chances allow..

FAF presentation- PKFZ scandal

ah chai, pick us go and return for 2 presentation.. thanks a lots for the ride, mate :D

so thankful to have 2 presentation for this sem, settled within a week.. FAF-mon. MP-fri^^

rehearsal and card games of course, distress ma.. haha

In the midst of presentation..

 took group photo with tutor, thomas tho

realize tutor continuous using same pose, *Thomas wannabe here~

big smile in da face after presentation, YAY!!

cont FIO lecture..

now enter into week 10, time passed so fast.. after this week mid-term, we are free temporary.. all the best for final exam =D