urgh~ definitely don't like to do something that against the order although it may seems wise in the eye of people.. a terrible mistake, hardly to resolve in my heart now.. surely it has been settled technically but the sense of guilt can be felt flowing my mind.. i gotta learn from this and dont ever repeat it again.. i can't blame anyone except myself despite there are a load of reasons to not like them.. the way they operate, communicate, organize can really fade you up straight away *sigh~
one day i want to see this place changed.. change to become better from corruption, abuse of power, racism, political unstable.. revival is indeed needed, to sweep away all those evil deeds, bring about justice upon those wicked actions.. im not convinced this can happen through my own naked eye.. however with you Lord, God of most high, everything is possible even beyond of what we can dream of.. i can't stand of seeing they do such childish stuff in front of public.. again and again again, they escape from being condemn.. c'mon la, even the blind know what ya doing.. maybe you can fake the whole world out but not Him!
quite frustrated.. *cooling down now XD okay, so lately urm, quite long ago some time.. btw, its a vintage trend, right? like everything back to old school.. imma ON too, but not fashion >< is gaming, PS1's games YAY!! its a bit different, im using PS2 to play.. today i just completed Resident Evil: Director's Cut after using a couple of days.. basically the game is the 1st release of RE on year 1997/98.. long time ago right?? haha, im a fan of RE and favorite for horror games.. especially the story line, it really worth your guts to play and perhaps damaged throat coz of screaming.. haha
next game will be Silent Hill, guess will start playing after im back from KL.. this trip is partly working and visiting.. im ain't a small boy anymore so whole vacation for playing will not be a good excuse lol
drizzle rain outside so wait no more.. sleep!!
