morning

ahh~ wonderful morning not to be awake.. In the end, i force myself to run.. This is the 2nd time i go jogging within a week *great sense of accomplish~ The timetable for this sem quite stuck so i rarely have time to jog around.. 3 days class end at 8pm and 1 day until 6pm.. it's a record breaking week for me as i woke up at 5++ to 6++ in the morning to jog, pray and camp revo..

the garden is indeed a nice place to have quite time with God.. Meditate on His words, reflect on pass few days and pray of course.. today is about look to Christ.. it remind me that though  i may be busy with all those church activities, but thats a tendency to have distance with God.. What i do is not for my own purpose or to please ppl around.. It is for Him, about the heart to serve..

everything seem so different after the problem was solved.. i can't feel that kinda interaction back.. we used to be full of anticipation to see each other, laugh, tease like very close best friend.. now not any more, i don't know what's the reason behind this, i din't even say the person is you.. It's like back to ordinary again, changes so fast that i can hardly to accept it.. at least it is better than a broken friendship, just hope that we can keep it touch~ we are still brother and sister in Christ after all..

Kelvin also noticed that i was dealing with some problems.. yea, you're a good observer~ He told me to take everyone neutral, thats mean treat them the same and don't classified.. then things only will not be complicated.. perhaps, sometimes i will tend to favor with someone or stay away from somebody coz they don't have what i want in a friendship.. forgive me for being judgmental, everyone is the creation of God and equal in His eye.. I have no point to categorize them as God love me without any condition.. Love never fails, it goes beyond time, love is suffering, love is eternal..